Oh God Help Me *depressed

Why me ? Again and again , i love her with all my heart . And again , money comes first . Yeah i know ppl need that to live , thats what im gonna do if i wanted her in my life . But i hate when , u have to be rich to be with her , hell yeah im crying . da 2x kot camne , gah ! Dont demand on me ! Im not that type of guy that born in leisure life and rich , F C U K ! Now the decision that she gonna make will torn 2 people , me Or her mom . She have to choose , to stay with me or dump me . Its hard for her , and yeah for me also . Cant afford to losing something you've love with all ur heart ,i cant lose her . She the only one i've got . =(

Love Debate

from eryn ;
i cant ignore it. i rather you yelling at me. everytime you wrote it. dd will coment it and asked whether you okayy or not. i dont want her to think that im troubled to you. just like other girls before. i didnt worry if she concern about you. that friends do. but i dont want her to think that im problematic to you. that all.

from me :
yeah , i know that . btw dd just care , not more than that . i know her for years , and yes she will ask me if im in trouble . fyi , i dun wanna be that " guy " again , that always yelling at you . That is not me .

and again

from eryn :
i hate ur stats at ms and fb. i dont know y u post that kind of thing. its like im hurting u. 1st impressions when people read it. why ? is that true that im not that good fr you ? i had kept this thing all my self quite long. and hoping that you understand my feeling. but it never happen and it killing me inside.
okay, maybe its not fr me. its fr your exgf. dude, why cant you just let go and move on? im seriously hurt. what are you trying to do ? let her know that u still remmber her ? urghh ! u make me look soo stupid. if you cant frget her, just go and ignore me. im nobody and not important to anyone.

idham, i know u will be mad when you read this. im sorry, i cant stand it anymore. i cant pretend that IDC. im sorry. i had try but i cant.

from me :
oh baby , im sorry fr what ive said or do on ms and fb . yeah my status make u mad and sad at me . just sometimes when im mad , i rather write it on than yelling at u . Coz i know that u not that kind of girl , i do respect ur feeling but i hurt it all the times . no more yeling and screaming , that day was the last . everything that i wrote is just a sellfish act . do ignore it plss . i do it just to relieve my doubt and anger . i LOVE you SOULMATE .

cool thingy !

hahha
cam ape la weyh . tapi cam best kot .

what past is past

idham amir ! stop think stupid things , just because her ex's is " mat rempit " u didnt have to think what kinda gurl she bfore , and bout going to B.pahat thingy . What past is past , urghhh !!!!!